4.4.17
April 4th, 2017. Today I weigh 360 pounds. My goal for next Tuesday, April 11th, 2017, is to weigh 359 pounds. :) Today I was told there is a 90% chance I have polycystic ovarian disease. Soon I will have climbed my mountain, my weight will be lower than ever before, and I will no longer feel the side effects of my disease. Like the mountain climbers who only have dreams but will someday climb their hills to look back… I will lift mine eyes unto the hills from whence cometh my help. (Psalms 121) Sometimes in our deepest trials, we find God… In sorrow, in grief, in pain, we find Christ, Who too knew suffering as He died for the sins of people like you and me. What blessedness it is to walk beside the Master, grasping the hand which so mercilessly bled for me. Today I stood in the bathroom, looking at the mirror. The nurse practitioner had just told me she supposed I had a disease which could very well cause fertility issues in my future – and my great...